Confusing!!!

Hi guys...I want to apologize for my confusing research. I have been having doubts again which is a sign for me to keep looking. I don't know why I'm having such a hard time with this. I spent a day thinking that I could have been Salieri, but then spirit steps in and keeps telling me to look at other people... I wish they would be more direct, but I think they want me to do the research on my own (with the help of AdminGottfried). I did more automatic writing today and asked my guides if I was Salieri reincarnated. This time I got a different answer, and they wrote back saying no, that I pretty much worked with both Mozart and Salieri. This might be why I kept looking in the first place. Maybe I knew them so well, that I could pick up on their vibrations...Do any of you go through doubting lives? I feel like I'm crazy coming right out and saying "I've found him!" (after a few claims already) and then a few days later the feeling isn't there anymore. Sigh. I don't want to get under regression either. Maybe I'm not suppose to know?